(Week 1 Complete!!) Day 8: 358ish to go…
Well, we’ve made it a whole week!!! Haha I sure do hope the rest of the weeks go by a heck of a lot faster! This week has been so hard and it feels like there is so much more to go. I just wish that I had something positive down here…friends, a better job…something. I am thankful for the friends and family that God has placed in my life though. It’s been really helpful to have people to lean on that can talk me through it, pray for me, and somewhat understand what i’m going through without making me feel stupid.
If I had the money, I would have added an extra class to my Fall semester classes to try to fill up some more of my time. I just don’t have the extra $800+ to put into it right now. Hopefully i’ll have some extra cash to take an extra class this Spring and to take all of the ones this summer that I can. Graduation is coming up fast…thank God! I can’t believe I actually get my Associate’s Degree at the end of my next semester of classes. 🙂 It’s been a long time coming. Now is the time to go crazy with my classes though since R is gone. I hope to keep my schedule pretty light next Fall/Spring so that I can enjoy my time with him when he gets back. 🙂
So, I still have a bad habit of letting my fears get the best of me a little bit. I get worried about R’s safety over the next year, not being able to find a job when I want to move home next year, and our relationship. I pray like crazy though everytime I get scared about him being safe and I just have to trust God. I also try to “let go and let God” when I worry about our relationship. If he is who God wants me to be with, then He and He alone witll work it out for His glory.